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Tuesday, March 1, 2011 ' 11:15 PM Y
I know, as someone related to you, im suppose to feel joy at your apparent success.
But i dont.
Does that make me a bad person?

Ever since young, we have always been compared to one another.
Be it looks, studies, height, weight etc.
I really truly hated all those comparisons.
I do not give a damn if are prettier / smarter / more hardworking / skinnier than me.
Does that make me a bad person?

Finally i had the chance to outshine you for that short period of time.
Best part of it was, no one else (of apparent importance) exactly noticed or bothered.
For that one time in my life i had something to be proud of, everyone conveniently ignored it.
Now that you have found your crowning success, i bet you the next time we meet, there will be lots of boasting and sneering all over again.
You are generally nice to me and we use to be great playmates as children, yet i think that i sort of hate you.
Does that make me a bad person?

Sometimes, i wish we were not related.
I tell everyone that it doesnt matter and that i am not affected.
But everytime you add another success story to your life, i hear another voice telling me that you are way better than i am.
I resent you for everything you achieve.
Does that make me a bad person?



8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU







yOuRs TrUeLy

yours truely

The name is meishan.
Now officially 18 years old =)
Part of the WONDERFUL FIRST GRADUATING CLASS 2009 of Dulwich College Shanghai.
Currently enrolled in NUS.

CravingsY

roses for sweet 18
~ Everyone whom i love and care for to remain healthy and happy
~ Not be at the bottom of my faculty
~ Get to travel to GREECE, VENICE and ROME

Chit ; ChatsY

Sweet EscapesY

aik kun
amanda poh
anita
dionis
eugene tan
grace
hweeing da da da jie
jacinda
jason kor
jiahui
jiayi
lois
ming yuan
meishi =)
meishin =)
ongweijie ah boy
pammy
rachel
sharon
shimin jie
wanjing
yew tai
yongying dajie

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-May 2007
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-November 2007
-April 2008
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-March 2011

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