Saturday, August 29, 2009 '
5:58 PM YRight.
So we didnt manage to meet up.
Now i know why i dont like to plan outings.
Because i will definitely get pissed off if all my planning came to naught at the end.
Poor ah boy.
Hope he doesnt feel bad right now.
He told me he was fine so i shall take his word for it =)
Anyway, math tutorials are a killer.
Like what is L'Hopital's rule?
Its crazy.
I dont even understand it.
Not to mention ,the new tutorials and readings for the next week.
All left untouched at the moment.
WHO TOLD ME THAT IB WAS THE HARDEST THING EVER?!
I TOTALLY BEG TO DIFFER.
THIS IS SO MUCH WORSE.
Right, as what my math lecturer would say.
STAY COOL AND CALM.
Everything will work out eventually.
I just hope that it wont be too late by then.
xxx meishan
Saturday, August 22, 2009 '
3:52 PM YIts the end of the second week of school.
Tutorials are due to start next week.
I am officially stressed up already.
So many tutorials to do and I do not have to ability to even complete ONE of them.
So tell me wise one,
HOW AM I GOING TO GET THROUGH THE NEXT 4 YEARS IN UNI??
Time to turn those tutorials into ashes and let them be gone with the wind.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 '
9:55 PM YRight.
I have been too lazy to update my blog and China actually banned blog after the end of my IB exams so i didnt get to update.
Pictures of my after IB life has been posted in FB already so i doubt i will put up any here.
Back in Singapore for about 3 weeks already.
Life back here is alright i suppose.
But i do miss Shanghai and the spitting-champions there.
Not to mention i miss Dulwich as well.
My IB results were not awesomely wonderful but...
it was good enough to make me shed tears of happiness when i first received news of it (from mrs brinn through email).
It was good enough to make my parents and family members proud of me.
It was good enough to bring in choruses of CONGRATULATIONS from friends and teachers.
It was good enough to grant me acceptances from universities.
It was good enough to give me entrance to the course that i deemed 'unattainable' at the start of my high school life.
And for all these reasons, i am happy enough.
There is no need to obtain a perfect score to bring a sense of satisfaction.
The fact that my grades more or less already reflect all the hard work (sweat, tears, sleepless nights etc.) that i put in during this period of my life is a good reason enough to celebrate.
But now, the celebrations are over.
The relaxing period of time has ended.
My brains has had sufficient time to tour the world and return.
I guess i can say that i have had a good rest already.
All ready to start a new period in my life?
Not exactly but then i guess there isnt a choice is there?
Rather start school now than wait another year to do so.. at least my brain is still in working order now.
First week of school this week.
The timetable planning is a true headache but good fun in a way as well.
First lecture yesterday wasnt too bad.
More to come tomorrow and on friday.
Time to brace myself up for the new challenges put in my way.
Note to self: Do not be intimidated by those smart people sitting around me in the lecture theater.. i am, in every way, as good as them to be even sitting in there.
Watch out people, a future first-class chemical engineer is on about to be born =)
" Everything starts out difficult before becoming easy."
