Valediction

Saturday, February 28, 2009 ' 5:45 PM Y

There's one sole purpose for today's blog post.
To wish my WONDERFUL & BELOVED DADDY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

and to let him know that
age doesnt matter
because
age is complimenting him.

Wisdom comes with age,
my love for my daddy increases with age as well because i am now mature enough to realize how much he has sacrificed for the family.

DADDY,
i love you
and
i always will.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Friday, February 20, 2009 ' 9:43 PM Y

A comical collection of
'you know you are in the IB'
* Credits does not go to me except for the last one

YOU KNOW YOU ARE IN THE IB WHEN...

you go to bed at 1am in the wee hours of the morning and think to yourself "YAY! I ACTUALLY GET TO SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT!!"

you read your favourite novel of all time and this runs through your head "THERE IS ALLITERATION OVER HERE... OH! I SEE A SIMILE PRESENT IN THIS LINE... A METAPHOR AS WELL!! ... WOW! THERE IS A LEXICAL FIELD OF POWER AND DOMINATION IN THIS CHAPTER..."

it is a normal friday in school and someone sees your long face and tells you to cheer up because the weekends are here and this is what you reply "I TOTALLY LOST TRACK OF TIME. ITS SATURDAY TOMORROW? I CANT TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE WEEKDAYS AND THE WEEKENDS ALREADY."

and the NUMBER 1 reason why you know you are definitely in the IB is when

you go to bed one night and you actually dream about BEING IN CLASS AND FAILING AN IMPORTANT ASSESSMENT.. THEN YOU LOSE CONTROL OVER YOURSELF AND START CRYING LIKE A BABY IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS

Oh yes.
The last event is based on my personal experience.
So what is the key message i am trying to convey to my readers?

Don't take the IB unless you have lots of stamina.
Otherwise, you are only out to make yourself suffer a slow death.
I'd rather die quickly, thankyou.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 ' 9:22 PM Y

IM PISSED OFF AT EVERYTHING.

EVERY SINGLE THING THAT IS IN MY LIFE NOW.

JUST FEEL LIKE FINDING A HOLE TO LIE IN AND DISAPPEAR.

*&*^&^(*&(^^$^&%^&**)(*&@@£$@%)((*$£@@!@£

i think hamlet is influencing me too much.
I am even starting to think like him.
IOC today was a disaster in my opinion.
May be due to my high hopes and expectations.
The feeling of not meeting your expectations suck to the maximum.
I cant even talk properly now.
Stupid astrophysics is becoming mush in my brain.

I promised myself that i will not write a single vulgur word either on paper or anywhere else.
But the temptation is getting to much for me to resist.

One day,
i may just do it.

"To be or not to be, that is the question" - Hamet, Act 3 Scene 1
can be interpreted as,
"TO LIVE OR NOT TO LIVE."

Thats what literature has taught me.
Read between the lines.

Im crapping now.
Im being a moronic idiot.
But who cares?
Im pissed.
Everything in life is so unfair.
I do all the work and people just get it with a stroke of a photocopying card.

I must learn how to say no.
I must learn how to refuse people.
I must learn how to stop bothering about other people's feelings since no one cares about mine.
I must learn how to protect myself,
why am i torturing myself because i am going to help someone else?

Urgh.
Officially in stage 1 of mental breakdown.
Moving on to the next stage.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Friday, February 13, 2009 ' 8:38 PM Y

IA MANIA

Start of the weekends,
start of my torture.

Hope i make through the weekend.

Perseverance is the key to success.

And success is what i will have at the end.

* I believe in myself =)

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Wednesday, February 11, 2009 ' 9:18 PM Y

Had my parent-teacher meeting today to discuss mock exam grades.
It was a pleasant meeting with no major hiccups.
My teachers were all praising me to the skies and commenting on how capable i am.
I sure hope that i am as good as they claim.
My head is now a few times bigger than it was this morning
Ha!
But it will shrink by tomorrow morning again.
Im not one to be conceited for too long so yea.
In fact,
it may get deflected within the next few minutes when i attempt my math homework.

Another reason for my joy is that the mock IOCs today were better than i expected.
Mr Dolan was very helpful and i think i can improve even more so that my actual IOC will be better than this.
But nevertheless,
im really pleased with my performance though there were some awkwardness during the front part due to nervousness.

Okay.
Its really late now.
Time to start doing some work.

** 81 days to start of IB exams.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Saturday, February 7, 2009 ' 4:31 PM Y

This month is going to be hectic.
All the incomplete IAs to rush.
English oral commentary and mandarin orals to go through.
Syllabus to finish.

The depth of it all is going to threaten to suffocate and drown me.
But i will prevail.

S
U
C
C
E
S
S

will be mine.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU