Valediction

Thursday, October 25, 2007 ' 2:40 PM Y

Wahh..
today didnt have chinese lesson in the morning at all. Dont know if its a good or bad thing.. haha

Dada jie and dajie took many pictures using my handphone today. Wanted to update now but then feeling rather lazy so i think i will do it tomorrow or something. =)

PW fever!!! Everyone in school seems to be rushing project work. All classrooms seem to be 'booked' very early in the morning my those kiasu students who are afraid that they have no where to practice their OP.

Today im rather happy. Managed to get my entire group to stay back to rehearse OP. We did around 4 rounds of presentation excluding the one we did in front of ms ong.

Talking about that, it was really very wierd leh..
When i was presenting, my hands suddenly couldnt stop trembling. I was holding my paper with both hands initially so i switched it to my left hand. It made it worse. I couldnt even read what was written on my paper. The smart me transfered the paper to my right hand, thinking that it would solve the problem. No change.

I gave up.

I ended up placing the paper on the table instead. But due to this 'hand trembling commotion', i got lost. Didnt have any idea where ive stopped at so there was this rather wierd pause in between my presentation.

At the end, i got a 5 out of 6 for clarity of speech and 5 out of 6 for connection with the audience. haha.. (sure anot ms ong..)

The best thing??

Ms ong said that i was the most relaxed in the entire group.

Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..

Ms ong, i was trembling so hard remember??? How can i be relaxed???
Then she said it was because i was smiling at her thats why..
Wow.. i didnt even realised that i was smiling. I was??? Wierd...

OkAy.. Got to go and brush up my presentation skills now. Even though mummy told me not to worry too much about the entire thing anyway, i decided that since im going to be taking the exam, why not give it my best shot?? Then there is no room for regrets later on..

But then, i shiver at the thought of doing another project work all over again when i go over there..

Fear..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 ' 2:08 PM Y

Woah.. decided to upload photos today..
haha..
That is because im really bored now. Dont feel like doing pw or chinese.

EVIDENCE OF PACKING BEING DONE:

my study room corner.

my study area. all the worksheets have been repacked already. really have many books, files and worksheets to bring along.
Hmm.. actually my table really looks very messy..

the hall. well, it was suppose to be the hall but now with all these present, doesnt look like one anymore..

PROMOS STUDYING TIME:

Nice flower??? haha.. i found it while studying. From the books present, it looks like i was studying chemistry.

lalala.. Im a hardworking girl.. Obviously i was studying chemistry too..
Look at the periodic table there..

was feeling bored and i say these two really old highlighters so decided to take a picture of it before throwing them away.. cute right??

flower!!!!!

MY DARLING OLD TOYS:

Look at the heart??!!

the owner of the heart.. haha.. my cute doggy which is around as old as me.
SERIOUS!!!

hehe.. these are my toys!!!!

if you cant tell, the tiger is attempting to eat the fishy..

sigh.. the casualties.. they are either missing a nose or their eyes..

sad to say, i think i was the cause of everything.

MY SISTER AND MY BDAE PRESENTS:

dadadajie, dadajie, dajie and aik kun gave this to me..

cool right???

treble clef and notes..

i miss playing the piano..

this picture is self-explanatory

birthday cake

need i say anymore??

!!!!!PRESENTS!!!!!

mushroom!!! very cute!!! the head too big so i just took a picture of the body..

hehe..

the bag that contained my sister's presents.. even the bag is so nice!!

the bear very classy looking right?? guess what i named it..

ah bear.

ah bear!!

my sister's present from..

obviously this isnt mine..

it reads 'HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY'

cookie mummy..

cookie daddy..

cookie brother..

cookie sister..

cookie baby =)

happy cookie family!!

. family potrait.

woah.. During today's pw lesson, i actually scolded someone. Well, not exactly scold also but then i sounded harsh i think. Come to think of it, he deserves it, really. With that type of attitude, he is better off staying far away from me. I HATE that type of behaviour. Its already his fault for not doing what he was suppose to do and he still can make so much noise when i ask him to complete his stuff?? Really ahhhhh.. hopeless..

Please go and do some self-reflection can?? Dont always think that you are indispensable. The group can do very well without you okay??? In fact, i think it will be better.

Okay.. enough of scolding people already.. not good for your health if you are always angry. ( hmm, sounds rather crappy but who cares..)

Should i or should i not go to sleep now??

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Still havent decided yet. haha.. this is getting lame already. Better stop before it gets worse.

ByE..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Monday, October 22, 2007 ' 1:51 PM Y

seriously tell me what have i done wrong to deserve this??
why must i get such members in my pw group??
why dont they have a sense of urgency??
do they not care about pw at all???

continue like this and i may just follow their footsteps.
whats the point working so hard if the others just slack and wait for you to do the stuff???
i dont understand at all.
somebody come and explain this to me.
im sick and tired of worrying about pw so often.
really feel like giving up.

pw is hard to do.
but managing the some of the 'wonderful members' in my group is the real headache.
im waiting patiently for the day when it will be over.

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' 6:40 AM Y

Here are some pictures of my new school:

Dulwich International School Shanghai

Doesnt look like a school does it?????

The school crest

The words on it are Detur Pons Mundo.

It actually means building bridges to the world..

lalalalala... the school front building..

Nice anot?? =)

If you are envious of me, dont be.

Its nicer to stay here with all you friends.

Though i have to say, it would be rather exciting to go to a school where you dont know a single person at all.

yay.. im going to be a loner there..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

' 6:24 AM Y

Just changed my blogskin.

Was bored so decided to do so. haha..

Stuggled with my I&R this morning. Now trying to cut down my speech for oral presentation. Seems too long for a 5 minute speech.

Project Work Project Work Project Work Project Work Project Work

Chinese Chinese Chinese Chinese Chinese

Thats what ive been busy with these few days. Sad life ehhh..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Sunday, October 21, 2007 ' 2:32 PM Y

Ive got nothing better to say but that god is really unfair at times.

Why must all the nice people get what they dont deserve??

Dont people always say that everyone deserves a 2nd chance??

Then why must this time be an exception??

Really hope that those people who did not manage to get pass the promos to remain optimistic and continue to work hard. Its not the end of the world you know..

Im really feeling quite bad now. Really wish that i can give my promo marks to someone who really needs the marks. I know that my parents will give me a good scolding if they read this but i seriously cant help it. I worked hard to get my results but im sure that the others worked hard as well.. Oh well, what can i do to help them??

Really wish that they can pull through this period of time...

07s24.. Im really not sure how many of you will be left in the class next year but one thing's for sure: i wont be around. The thought brings me to the dumps. ( okay.. my english is wierd again today)

Really no more mood to continue to blog.
Hope that tomorrow will be a better day, for me and for everyone else.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Saturday, October 20, 2007 ' 2:27 PM Y

HaPpY bIrThDaY aik kun!!!

hApPy BiRtHdAy korlin!!!

May all of you get whatever you all wish for.

Younger than me leh.. hehe..

Wahhhh..

Quite long never blog already so im a little lost now..

Yesterday hwee ing dadadajie, giselle dadajie, yongying dajie, aik kun and i went to Kbox at Suntec there.. Woah. Had i really good time there with them. But then there was a period of time when i almost fell asleep on the seat. I was really tired due to the miserable amount of sleep i got the previous night so cant blame me. hee..

PROMOS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!

Its a little late to say it but i really love the feeling of saying it.. hehe..

Well, even our results are out already. Didnt do too badly i guess.. An improvement.. BBBCCD.. sounds quite ok ba.. =)

But then i still have to 'retain'.. Irritating..
On the bright side, i get to revise whatever ive learnt this year..

Oh ya!!!! Guess what.. Im no longer going to sit for GP papers..
My GP is going to be replaced by English literature..
ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww....
In secondary 2, my worst subject was literature.. now have to learn it again..
There is going to be some Shakespear stuff to learn.. Hope i dont end up cursing and swearing at him.. (erm.. if you know me well enough you will know that i dont actually do that)

yAy!!!!

Most of my friends did rather well.. at least well enough to be promoted=)
CONGRATS!!!! hope that those who didnt do that well are feeling better now.. There is always another chance correct?? Do better the next time..

Wow.. this is such a messy post.. haha..

Okay.. In case any of you dont know, i will make it very clear to everyone now.
I am going to Shanghai very soon..
Nope.. not for holiday but to stay there for some time.. Going to study there..
Dulwich International School Shanghai.. my new school.. Hope i can adapt quickly..

Ehhhhh.. I wont be having any holidays this year until Christmas so if you all are kind people like i assume u all are, please dont come and tell me your holiday plans can??
As some people say, ignorance is bliss.

Okok.. Must remind myself that still have a lvl chinese and pw around the corner.. Must go work hard now!!

Pw now really very short of time already.. Lucky for me, my grp members seem to be pulling up their socks and are doing their job.. ( i hope im right in saying this..)
We will work hard together!!!!

Lalalalalalalala... Better go do some productive things now. Dont waste too much time. In addition to the studying and pw work i have to do, i still have loads of stuff to pack.. Gosh! why do i have so many belongings?? So much to clean up now!!!!!

May not blog for some time until everything is settled down but will try to do so before i leave my homeland..

hahahaha..

Thats it! i better stop now.

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Saturday, October 6, 2007 ' 1:51 PM Y

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!

17 years old.

Sounds old already.

Ewwwww..

I dont want to grow up.

Today started out rather badly. Been feeling rather stressed because of promos. So my mood has been rather wierd. Wonder why im even stressed over my promos since i will be 'retained' anyway, no matter how well i score.

What a way to start off the 1st day of the starting of my 17th year on earth.. With economics and Chemistry papers. My econs was still ok but the chemistry paper was, unbelievable. I dont know how to explain. Its just.. Its not that difficult but yet its not an easy paper as well.

Dont talk about that now.

I really want to thank all of you who wished my happy birthday.

Dionis* Jiahui* Amanda Chan* Sharon* JingChuen* Eugene Tay* Eugene Tan* MingLee* AhBoy* Gavin* Jason Kor*Aik kun* HweeIng dadada jie* Giselle dadajie *Yongying dajie*Wanjing*Vishaal*Edwin

Thanks a lot!!! =)

Special thanks to my bestest friend SUBASHINI and my good friends JIABIN, JIAWEN and GRACE!!! I was really feeling very down today then you all turned up at my doorstep and gave me a surprise!! haha.. Im feeling a lot better now!! And thanks for all your cute presents!! (thanks anita!!)

THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU!!!!!

Now for my birthday wishes..

~ For all of my friends to be promoted!!

~ Hope i can adapt to my new surroundings quickly

~ Not to lose contact with all of you..

~ For my PW and chinese a lvls to be completed successfully

~ That i have loads of time to go out with all my friends before leaving.

haha.. thats quite a lot of wishes.. Who says i can only have 3??? No one.. hehe..

Okay.. despite it being my birthday, i think i better go and continue to study for my promos..

Upload photos at a later date..

Tomorrow will be eating birthday cake day.. haha most likely will have two cakes to eat. One is mine and the other is my sister's!! hehe..

Kk.. Go study.

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