
Tuesday, September 11, 2007 '
1:13 PM Y
EXCUSE ME??!!
NONE OF YOU ALL UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW OKAY??
YOU ALL DONT HAVE TO FACE THIS!!
SO LEAVE ME ALONE!!
SOME OF YOU CLAIM THAT I SEEM UNAFFECTED BY THE NEWS..
HEY.. YOU MEAN THAT YOU ALL WANT TO SEE ME CRYING EVERY OTHER MINUTE OR SPEND THE REST OF MY DAYS HERE IN A DAZE?? AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THAT??
just to let you people know.. im very good at hiding my feelings.. especially when i dont want to affect the people around me.
im affected more than any of you can ever imagine.
take it that im begging you people, dont ever ask me why i seem like i dont mind leaving.
Because if i have to hear this again, i guess i may just breakdown.
I dont want to leave, but does it seem as if i have a choice??