Valediction

Tuesday, September 11, 2007 ' 1:13 PM Y

EXCUSE ME??!!

NONE OF YOU ALL UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL NOW OKAY??

YOU ALL DONT HAVE TO FACE THIS!!

SO LEAVE ME ALONE!!

SOME OF YOU CLAIM THAT I SEEM UNAFFECTED BY THE NEWS..

HEY.. YOU MEAN THAT YOU ALL WANT TO SEE ME CRYING EVERY OTHER MINUTE OR SPEND THE REST OF MY DAYS HERE IN A DAZE?? AM I SUPPOSE TO DO THAT??

just to let you people know.. im very good at hiding my feelings.. especially when i dont want to affect the people around me.

im affected more than any of you can ever imagine.

take it that im begging you people, dont ever ask me why i seem like i dont mind leaving.

Because if i have to hear this again, i guess i may just breakdown.

I dont want to leave, but does it seem as if i have a choice??

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Monday, September 10, 2007 ' 2:18 PM Y

Silence.

That is what im surrounded with.

The ticking of the clock can be heard so clearly.

The sound of me typing is echoing inside my head.

I feel only emptiness now.

Wish they would come back soon.

Really wanted to go out today to celebrate shimin jie and jason kor 's birthday with the rest of my PAE 07s24 friends but couldnt do so because of my parents..

Im such a goody girl.. too much at times i think..

Oh well, thats me.

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Sunday, September 9, 2007 ' 4:08 PM Y

Before i go on any further, let me do the important stuff first..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASON KOR!!!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIMIN JIE!!!

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING THAT YOU ALL DO..

STAY HAPPY..

The secret is out already. My sister know about it.. and i seriously cannot tell if it is a good thing to let her know. All it did was to make her miserable.

These few days have been spent mugging for the upcoming promos. It is tiring to study and study but it is worse to keep on forcing yourself to stop thinking about certain stuff that is not important for now.

It is difficult to stop yourself from thinking about something that is going to cause your life to change so much.

There are times when i succeed.

But most of the time it is there nagging at me to pay attention to it and think about it.

What can i do??

The mind is a powerful thing.

But is it THAT powerful to allow me to block the entire issue until the right time??

Im still in search of that answer..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Tuesday, September 4, 2007 ' 1:35 PM Y

Ive decided.

Im going to sleep very soon.

No point forcing myself to study if im already half-dead.

Did PW the entire day in the school library. Was really shocked when we caught a wiff of smoke when we were in there. Even thought that we used the computer for too long so it got burnt.

Turned out that the smoke was coming out from a light.

Couldnt take the smell. Its awful.

PW is still quite far from being completed.

Really pissed off with certain people for certain reasons but i managed to control my temper. =)

Tired Tired Tired Tired Tired

I promise. Tomorrow. Tomorrow i will do it. Tomorrow will be the day i start to chiong. I will work hard. I will ensure that i will get grades good enough to be promoted. I WILL!!!

But for now, let me go and rest first. Must be fully prepared for the battle..

Not to forget, i still have some PW stuff to settle once my fellow members send me their respective parts.

Aiya.. Dont talk so much already. Tomorrow is an important day.

Its the beginning of a new day, new hopes, new life.

* pardon me for the wierd sentences. brain is suspected to be in a condition that is not fit for working anymore.*

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Monday, September 3, 2007 ' 3:36 PM Y

Yesterday, i went to hougang with dadada jie and dajie..

We were suppose to meet at 11am, outside hougang mall.. and i only woke up at 10.30am. haha.. But i managed to reach there at around 11.10am.. hehe.. Thanks to my daddy who drove me there.. THANKYOU DADDY!!!!

We had a really busy day over there.. took many photos of the carnival over there so hopefully it would be of some help for our pw.. Then after that we went to Mc Donalds for lunch and ended up spending the entire afternoon over there discussing our pw stuff..

All i can say after the spending the entire day at hougang mall ( from 11am to around 8pm) is that im super tired and drained...

And before i forget..

Thank you dadada jie and dajie for making pw an almost fun thing to do.

Haha..

I really cannot understand how some people like my darling dajie can take sooooooooooooooo many photos without getting sick of doing so.. I went and count and she has taken 55 photos in my camera and my handphone!!! Wahh.. thats more photos than i would take of myself in a few months..

Aiyo.. Dont tell you all so much anymore.. just go take a look at the photos.. I think if im going to continue to bring my cam when i go out with her, my camera would soon be flooded with her photos.. haha..

Evidence of us doing our work..

We are really doing our work.. very serious and on task.. or so it seems to be..

hehe..

Dont ask me what this is.. dajie wrote this and ive no idea what its about..

Dajie drew this.. nice leh.. haha..

See this?? my handwriting leh..

The 2nd compilation of dajie's photos..

Dadada jie's face is popping out of nowhere..

Yeah!!!!

Say cheese!!!

Dadadajie!!!!

Wahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dadadajie, why are you over there??

Both of them refuse to let thier faces be shown in any part of our WR..

In case the picture is used..

WE ATTENDED THE CARNIVAL!!!!

Wahhh... Late already.. Better go complete my stuff for PW now if not later dont need to go to school already..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Sunday, September 2, 2007 ' 4:28 PM Y

Sigh..

Its already so late and im still doing work..

Gosh..

What a life to have..

Im already half-asleep now, but im trying to do as much work as possible because later on in the morning, im going to meet dadada jie and dajie for some PW stuff. Can bet that almost the entire day will be spent outside.. So now must chiong a bit first.. After all, i think i slacked a bit just now..

Its the start of the september holidays but there is no holiday mood at all..

Far from it actually..

Wierd generation of kids now.. even in the EARLY morning there are people just coming online.. Seems like all of us have mastered the skill of sleeping in the early hours of the morning..

Lalalalalalalalala... Dont feel like doing any more work for now.. Guess i will go get ready to go to dreamland soon..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

' 1:20 PM Y

I love my family

I love HSC 2e4'04

I love HSC 4e1'06

I love HSC choir

I love HSC Peer Support Leaders

I love HSC juniors

I love TPJC PAE 07s24

I love TPJC 07s24

I love myself

I love my home

I love Singapore

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Saturday, September 1, 2007 ' 3:39 PM Y

Ms Sharon Ong's teachers day gift from 07s24.. cute rite???

HaPpY tEaChEr'S dAy!!!!

To all my teachers:

You all are the best!

Love you all!!

Yesterday was the teachers day celebration. We had the aces day workout in the morning but it seems as if more than half the school wasnt even doing it.. Hwee ing dadadajie, giselle dada jie and aik kun didnt come to school so it was me and dajie left all alone.. hehe..

Special msg for the 3 of them: Dajie and i had a really great time in school!! too bad you all didnt come.. hehe

Ms ong was really happy with her present. She said it was soooooooooooo cute!! Perfect!! Her girls would love it a lot!!!! hehe.. sure cute la.. dadada jie, dajie and i chose it what.. What you expect??

After the concert ended, i rushed out to meet the other ex-haisians from tpjc to return back to haising!!! Woah.. i really miss my 4e1'06 friends!!!!!!!!! A lot of them turned up today and its really very long since we last met.. Wonder when we will meet again..

Since a picture speaks a thousand words, i will just show you all some pictures then..

Dajie, like i promised you, all of your photos are up.. hehe.. see how many you took??

This is the beginning of my album full of dajie's photos..

Important info: All these pictures are taken in one day..

Immediately after our pe lesson..

in the canteen..