Valediction

Saturday, June 30, 2007 ' 8:27 AM Y

The stupid bird that loves my house.. Its still there above my head now!!

See that black thing up there?? Its a bird!! it flew into my house and refuse to fly away despite my attempts to chase it away!! stupid bird..

The stubborn bird.. its still up there now as im blogging.. hope it doesnt decide to do shit somewhere above my head as im sitting just below it.. YIKES!!

Some pictures that i took out of boredom during the studying period before and during the exams..

My elephant!! Its soooooooo cute!! i think its about as old as me.. Ive had it ever since i was very young.. the book it is sitting on is most probably my physics tys..

The evening scenery from my balcony at home..

My sister's elmo and big bird posing for a picture!! haha.. I was studying my physics halfway when i decided i needed a break.. hehe..

I 'built' this when i was really bored of studying at home.. not bad right??

Some pictures that were taken during my trip to malaysia.. ;)

I was so bored in the car on the way home that i couldnt find anything better to do than this.. hehe..

Played this game soooooo many times in my grandma's house.. very fun to play!!!

Both my sisters.. hmm.. do they look alike???

This thing very cute right?? soooo colourful!! I wanted so much to sit on it but decided not to in case anything happens to it..

This thing is really cute!! the design very unique..

This is a picture i took while i was in the car.. look at the dark clouds!!

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Thursday, June 28, 2007 ' 1:09 PM Y

Wow.. the long awaited day is OVER !!! haha.. MY MID YEARS ARE OVER!! and so am i.. Sigh.. the papers were totally horrible!!! help me!! i know i will just DIE when the papers are returned back to me..

Chinese:
Well truthfully speaking, this paper wasnt that difficult.. it is a "can do" paper i guess.. at 1st i was freaked out cos its the 1st paper of exams but it turned out okay.. BUT!! the listening comprehension was HORRIBLE!! its the most difficult listening compre ive ever sat for!! okay.. i noe that most of the people that did not sit for this paper will not understand what i mean but im really not exaggerating ok?? its really difficult.. or maybe i shld say its challenging..

Chemistry:
Okay.. this paper really scared me.. this is the 1st time i actually cannot finish my paper.. the stupid MCQ ques were difficult!! 20 ques to be completed in 30 minutes and many people cant finish it.. most of us were just merely playing the 'guessing game'.. the rest of the paper was worse.. dont even want to imagine the day i get this paper back..

GP:
Erm.. just b4 taking the GP exam the tcher taking our class had to put extra pressure on me.. as we have not assembly during the exam period, we are suppose to take the pledge in class.. I was so worried about my GP cos i had the fear of not knowing how to do any of the ques for essay and i was lost in my own world when she suddenly asked "Where is the GP rep?" I got a shock okay.. i raised my hand then she told me " Since its the GP paper today why dont we have the GP rep to lead us in taking the pledge? I dont want to give the class rep more pressure.." I just gave the blank look.. She asked me to stand in front of the class. At that moment, i totally forgot how to say the pledge!! After saying the pledge for so many years i can still forget it lor.. Yikes!! All i remembered is that i was practically laughing the entire time when i was saying the pledge cos there were people laughing!! Was i really that funny?? The GP paper was okay as well i guess, but i wont be able to predict how well i did cos i guess this is an unpredictable subject..

Econs:
This is a considerably easy paper i guess.. sure can do if you studied hard enough. As for me, i found the paper one of the easiest papers in my entire exam.. At least it didnt give me a heart attack like some others... Hope can do well for this paper..

Physics:
Kill me.. Why did i even choose to take physics over biology?? I must have been possesed at that time when we were suppose to make our choice.. Last night when i was studying physics, i totally freaked out!! I didnt seem to understand why i couldnt do the ques!! The paper today was a confusing paper.. confusing in the way that i dont even noe if i actually could do the paper or if i was just faking my way through.. but i completed the paper anyway.. Wah!! When we were doing the paper halfway, the power supply got cut off!! We had to complete the entire paper in the classroom without the lights and fans switched on!! I was already feeling so irritated cos of the paper then the environment made it worse.. But i guess that there is always something good out of bad stuff.. we got extra 15 minutes to do our paper.. Those precious 15 minutes.. If its not because of that extra time i would not be able to complete the paper..

Maths:
The very last paper but i was so stressed out b4 taking the paper.. dunno why also.. But i was sooooooo tired after the paper ended.. totally drained.. The paper was half okay half not okay.. i can do the back ques but cant really do the front ques..

All i can say is i better make use of this few days to enjoy 1st.. cos we heard that our parents are suppose to go to the school to collect our results.. i can bet u that my parents wont be pleased with my results.. i just know it.. but the papers were really tough!!

Now i totally miss my secondary school life.. the exams were sooooo much more managable.. Yongying dajie, aik kun and i were chatting b4 our econs paper that day and we were talking about how stupid we were in the past to think that what we studied last time was difficult.. If that was hard, what is this suppose to be????

* i do not feel the happiness that im suppose to be feeling.. why is that so?? *

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Sunday, June 17, 2007 ' 2:32 PM Y

Wah.. im finally home already.. though i wont mind staying at my grandparent's place for a longer period of time..

I really love all my cousins!!! They are all soooooooooo CUTE!! Really gonna miss the way they call me "meishan biao jie.." or "meishan jiejie".. then my cousin who is only 4 this year really loves to ask me to carry her.. then she loves to stick to me.. awww...

The day b4 we went to m'sia there was terrible floods in KL.. But when we went there, the weather was sooooo hot that it almost roasted me.. Then on the 3rd day of my holiday, my kor, grace and shar msged me to ask if i was okay in KL cos they heard of the floods.. ( thanks for your concern!! i didnt reply any of u cos i only rcvd the msg today when i returned to spore..) So sweet of them!!

During this holiday, i learnt how DIFFICULT it is to do the housework yourself.. for as long as i can remember, ive had a maid to look after me but then the previous one went back last weekend and the new one is only coming tomorrow so for the entire week i had to wash the clothes etc.. Its really hard work..

The holidays is ending soon!!! Arghhhh!!! exams are coming..

Die.. im still in the holiday mood.. how?? and GRACE!!!! YOU NOT GOING FOR TUITION AGAIN TOMORROW??? WAH!!!! very lonely to go tuition alone de.. nothing to do in the mrt train..

The pictures taken during my holiday will me posted here soon.. when i feel like doing it.. haha..

Oh ya.. b4 i forget..

Happy belated birthday gavin..
Sorry i couldnt make it for your birthday celebration..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Monday, June 11, 2007 ' 2:21 PM Y

I will be gone tomorrow.. Dont miss me okay people??

Haha.. i just realised the pae07s24 people were planning to meet up more during the holidays to make up for the lost time during the term, but then everybody is just sooooooooooooo busy!! In addition there is the upcoming exams that is really threatening to kill me.. Im really hoping that i will not have a heart attack when i receive my results..

I guess that all i can say to all of you is ' WORK HARD PEOPLE!!' haha.. and if you all want to have any meetings this week PLEASE go ahead with it okay?? dont cancel them because of me!! ( im not being bigheaded here k?? there are friends who told me that they may cancel or postpone the gatherings because i cant make it.. its really sweet of you guys but dont do that!! i will feel v.bad.. )

Yay!! At last i can enjoy my holidays!! Better make use of this chance and go shopping!! haha..
Will miss you people de!!XD

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Saturday, June 9, 2007 ' 2:08 PM Y

I was chatting with my friend last nite.. gosh.. the stuff he told me really wanted to make me cry.. how come she has to leave him and find someone new?? But i guess she must have her reasons..

He is heartbroken and i had totally no idea what to say to him to comfort him.. in the end, all i did was to lend him a listening ear and let him vent out all his anger and resentment.. hope he felt better after telling me everything..

I really wonder if she knows how much he still likes her.. will she change her mind if she knew about it?? Should i go and talk to her?? Hmm.. maybe not ba.. i should learn how to stay out of other people's business.. sometimes even though the intentions are good, the outcome may be better if we leave things as they are..

Hope he gets over this soon..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Wednesday, June 6, 2007 ' 1:23 PM Y

Some pictures that were taken today...

this doll, is already balding at such a young age.. feel so sad for her.. haha.. we couldnt control our laughter when we saw this..

dresses for kid to play dressing up with i guess.. i dont really understand why anyone will buy such clothes when u cant even wear it out..

this disney princess wand is really adorable!! i always wanted one when i was younger..

this crown is sooooooooo pretty!! and feathery..

okay.. guess what is this??

its a diaper!! for a doll!! haha.. i was really laughing when i saw it..

i saw this swing.. so cute lor!! its a ladybird design i think.. if im younger, i would definately ask my parents to get this for me..

rather blur picture.. dadadajie was using this toy to grab aik kun's hand.. it was hilarious!!

this barney bag was for sale in toys r us.. so cute!! dajie and aik kun ( i think..) was trying to carry the cute barney bags there but they were a little too big sized.. haha.. too bad!!

dadadajie and aik kun!!!

dadadajie and dajie posing for me!! dajie.. you acting cool isit???

Today had to return to school for chemistry lecture.. actually we had a lecture test that wasnt too bad i guess..

After that, i went out with dadada jie ( hwee ing), da jie ( the ever crazy yongying) and aik kun..

We went to TM.. it was a very very extremely short outing.. we ate then went to toys r us to play..

Wow.. if any of you had seen us you would have wondered if we were a bunch of deprived kids with no childhood.. we were playing with soft toys, baby toys etc.. da jie was so excited when she saw the spiderman stuff.. i was laughing so much that the muscles in my cheek was really aching a lot.. sounds impossible right?? It hurts a lot okay..

Had a really good time playing today, though it was only for a short time.. went back to being a child, running and playing with toys.. ( really hope that no one i knew saw me.. it would be soooooooooooo embarrassing!! )..

Yesterday ah boy, gavin, kor and grace came to tpjc to play basketball.. i wanted to play with them but i was too guai and so, i ended up doing my gp essay.. ( ms ong!! you must be honoured that i chose to do ure hw over playing with them!! haha..) So i was doing my essay while korlin and hanjie joined the rest of them playing.. but at least i managed to finish my essay!! hahaha..

Ah boy!! dont worry about your stuff okay?? Its safe with me.. when you want it back then tell me and i will return it to you.. or maybe i wont.. hehe..

8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning ; I LOVE YOU

Saturday, June 2, 2007 ' 2:30 PM Y

Today i went out with my bestest friend!! had a lot of fun!! im sure u missed me right subashini?? i sure missed you.. hehe

We were so eager to meet each other that we met at 10am.. we went to orchard and most of the shops were closed at that time so we walked around first.. While we were waiting to cross the road, she suddenly asked me if the guy across the road was Christopher.. It really was him!! wah.. it has been quite some time since we last saw him.. he still looks the same though.. He was wearing his school uniform.. hmm.. wonder why he is at orchard so early in his school uniform..

Shini and i were really on task today.. haha.. the main purpose of our outing was to get jiawen a present and we managed to get her lots of cute stuff in the 1st shop we entered.. haha.. Shini, u have to admit okay, if it is not because i asked you to enter the shop we would never have gotten such WONDERFUL stuff for jiawen.. i can still remember the look of amazement ( or was it disgust??) when i told you that i wanted to go in to take a look..

We were sooooooo fast in completing what we set out to do!! In the end, we kept having the feeling that we had already spent a lot of time outside but in fact, we had not. We went to suntec after a drink at starbucks as we didnt have much to see at orchard.. Shini managed to get her sister a b'day present over there..

To end of the day, we went back to Tampines Mall. The main purpose of doing that was for me to get my 10-year-series at popular.. In the MRT train back, we saw 2 girls ( i wont mention from where) who were around our age acting like lesbians.. not that i have anything against these people but i was rather taken aback by what i saw.. will not elaborate in case i offend anybody.. no offence okay people?? guess what?? i saw my kor at TM popular!! haha.. actually shini saw him 1st then she told me.. kor.. not bad arh.. hanging out with girls.. hehe.. sure had fun correct??

Shini and i spent quite a lot of time at popular just discussing about the 10-year-series and guide books available.. WHY CANT THE 10-YEAR-SERIES COME WITH COMPLETE ANSWERS FOR THE STRUCTURED QUESTIONS?? wierd lor.. In total i spent close to 50 bucks just on books!! wow.. really expensive..

Just before we went home, Shini wanted to eat the 'balls' as usual so we went to buy it.. When we were standing at the counter, she started telling me that people say that she dont have the 'Haising' face.. she looks like she came from a girls school.. Then i have absolutely no idea why i suddenly said that i have the RGS look.. Suddenly shini told me that the girl standing next to me at the counter was trying hard not to laugh at what i was saying.. yikes! i think she heard all my nonsense.. hope i dont see her ever again.. felt so embarassed..

Gosh.. i just realised that i havent started on my GP essay yet!! help!! haha.. but i sure can finish de.. ( must convince myself that it is possible! ) at least i hope i can..

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